Thursday, March 15, 2007


The feeling: it starts in the pit of your stomach, that little feeling which you chose to ignore and hope it will fade away over time, and little by little it seems to disappear. Then after a while you feel it again only now it has grown in intensity, you feel empty, you feel the void, but you push it away again, pushing it out of your mind and thus making yourself numb to the feeling, you tell yourself it doesn’t matter and force yourself not to care about it.

Then it hits you…

This time the feeling will not go away, no matter how much effort you put into, no matter how much you try to ignore it, the hollow feeling is there to stay, beating away in your stomach like a drum, the void, the emptiness, driving you to the verge of insanity.

The search:
Like a madman you begin your search, running through the night like an insane lunatic, eyes frantic, hands shaking, and stomach drumming away, like a man possessed, nothing is out of reach to you now. Searching high and low, searching for something, anything, to dispel the feeling, to take away that nagging pain which just won’t seem to go away, in desperation you begin to open doors which you haven’t opened in ages, you search through every nook and cranny, every hole and every space…

But alas, the search produces no results, and so with a shudder and a grumble you give in to your fate and prepare yourself for a sleepless night…








For anyone who hasn't figured it out yet,


It's the 4 in the morning munchies and there isn’t a darn thing to eat!

13 Comments:

At 1:54 PM, Blogger C said...

LOL...and the whole time i was sure it was something deeper.

 
At 3:09 PM, Blogger the sabra said...

o i wasn't. i was sure it was about food. and food is the deepest thing there is man, becomes a freakin part of you.
so careful there.

and agav, it was 4:51 in the morning munchies..and number two, you don't have friends?

 
At 3:43 PM, Blogger Chasidishe Shaigitz said...

hey Chaya, 4am munchies is a pretty serious thing!

SAB: Agav, it was 4am, I had saved this draft from a couple of days ago. and number 2, yes I do have friends, however must of them are becoming unavailable at 4 in the morning(engaged/married), its been a while since my last 4am drive to 711, sigh :(

Note: Thank G-d for leftover Mishloach Manos...

 
At 6:38 PM, Blogger the sabra said...

k
so get married

(and thanks for bein moichel me for bein choished bichsherim..eh however kosher u really are..)

 
At 6:38 PM, Blogger the sabra said...

o and i think there was a miscommunication o'er there-i was askin if u had any friends to eat...

 
At 6:57 PM, Blogger Chasidishe Shaigitz said...

K
Awesome advice, thank you so very much.

Choished bishkotzim... Glad to say though that kosher was never a part of my shkotziness B"h. "eh however kosher u really are" Mochel you again btw, I guess I'm just used to your sabra manners.

 
At 7:10 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

It’s funny (or perhaps sad) how much this can/does resemble the dating/marriage scene

 
At 8:44 PM, Blogger the sabra said...

who u talkin to wires?

and cs, sabra manners? thats a first. thanks, no one has ever granted me that before..

and why'd u start bloggin/commentin again?

 
At 9:57 PM, Blogger Chasidishe Shaigitz said...

OK wires, (how would I know ;) calm down now. catch ya by tonights l'chaim.

SABRA: Anytime... I'll leave it at that :p

About starting again, well I really don't know, not like I'm really back (like before) I still check up on some blogs and comment here and there but... oh I dont don't know it aint like the good ole days.

 
At 2:41 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

sabra: "who u talkin to wires?"
to no one in particular just rambling

cs. caught ya ;)

 
At 12:30 PM, Blogger deceptivefruitcake said...

very charming post..i like your style

 
At 3:12 AM, Blogger Chasidishe Shaigitz said...

Mochas Gracias

 
At 6:48 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

cs. si si

 

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